Fourth round of lyrics

This is the fourth set of lyrics that I have made, personally this sums up the way I felt before I met my wonderful boyfriend, that saved, and changed my life forever.

Title: The way I felt before

Just a broken man

There was no one that could understand

How I felt inside

Not my mother

Not my brother

Nor my father

Could understand

It bothered me

It disturbed me

The stress was ever building

Upon my chest, suffocating

It became unbearable

My family concerned

I had no way of letting it out

Stress becoming ever heavier

My knees buckling under the weight

It concerned me

It made me uneasy

It made me detached

Leaving me confused

The world just passing by

Without a second thought

The time just wasting away

Ever eroding

Ever decaying

Into nothing

I had no use for the time

I just sat there

My mind idle and mute

Inside my own little world

Rejecting reality

Substituting my own

The silence of my life

Making me deaf

Making me blind

I could not inhale

The toxic fumes building up

I could not exhale

No one to tell me why

I could beat this matter of fact

It didn’t feel like anything mattered

It did not feel that I could do anything about it

Tried medicine as a cure

For these headaches goring the inside of my head

My mind slowly degrading

Into nothing

I thought I was not going to get through this

Something saved me though

No, actually it was someone

Slowly I began to realize

That he was the savior of my life

I began to realize

That he was the love of my life

Not knowing what to do at first

I was hesitant

Not willing to take another step forward

Over time I began to build up courage

So on that day I took another step

It turned out to be a leap

My life changing

At an alarming rate

It was stressful

It was almost overwhelming

I got through it though

There was someone by my side

Even though I did not show these feelings on the outside

On the inside, the seams of my mind

Tearing apart, stitch by stitch

He mended those seams

Saving my sanity

Giving me hope

Something to look forward to

He was the same as me

On the inside

So lost

So lonely

That day we met

We saved each other

Mending each others seams

Repairing each others faults

One another, being there

Whenever needed

Few people had my trust

Few people had my faith

But, this other soul that I met

Now has my trust

He now has my faith

As the days went on

I took a silent oath

Never to leave my loves side

Until the bitter, or not so bitter end

I gave him my faith

Along with my trust

On that day we met

It all at once became clear

That this would go far

That this would work out

He took the stress

So I could inhale

Breathing in all that I could

Beginning to exhale

Repeating the cycle

All over again

On that day

Our paths entwined

My mind at rest

My soul at peace

Still today

We stand strong

Side by side

An invisible bond, holding us together

Never failing

Forever entwined

Just another scrape on the wall

We call life