This all seems like a dream right now...

Now that I know that Fernin (boyfriends nickname) loves me. I feel exactly the same way about him too, I know that we were meant to be together in life for years to come. Ever since I started talking to him I sensed something in between us that I never felt with my ex-girlfriend. Ever since that I started talking to him my life has improved dramatically, but not at the same time. Thanks to the internet for helping me on my way to find this, this other soul that I love so dearly. If I tried to put into words how I felt about him, how much passion I have for him, how much I long to hold him in my arms to assure myself that this is no dream, and just to be with him. That would just be the tip of the iceberg of how I felt, as I sit here in front of my computer tiring to put into words how I feel for him, it just defies words. Basically these 4 short words can sum it all up. Fernin I love you. I love you with all my heart and soul, you are the only thing that I treasure in life, and nothing, nothing at all can or will take us apart. That I will stand true to you until I pass on. There will never be a reason why I would part with you, and I long to be with you it hurts, it almost brings me to tears.

I know that you have not seen me this emotional at all, but I just cannot help it. Again I will say that I love you Fernin. And those 4 simple words come from the deepest part of my heart and soul... I love you.

This is not meant to make one cry, this is the only way I can even begin to say how I love Fernin so much.

Again, I love you Fernin.