I cant help myself...

Whenever I walk down the street and see someone in need, I can’t help myself to try and make a difference in that person’s life. Whether I give the person in need the change in my pocket or prevent them form doing something stupid in their lives. I just can’t help myself to help others; it even surprises me at times. I am surprised at the fact that I am willing to help so much for little or nothing in return, but one would think I am a person that is easily taken advantage of, the person thinking that is extremely wrong though. I have noticed over the years that I have almost a "sixth sense" and that since being able to tell one who needs help the most. Luckily that sense proved itself earlier today, a friend very, very, very close and dear to me posted in his blog today that I was basically his saving grace. When I read that it almost moved me to tears, I was touched in the deepest levels in my heart and soul when I read that, I knew that me and him are meant to be together. Even now when I read that simple compotation of letters that we call "English" it still touches me in the deepest level than anything before. The feeling that I felt when I first read that was indescribable, it just defied words, it was just something that I have never felt before in my short life that I have lived so far.

Well I could go on about this, but I choose not to. I know that there are may more people out there in need of some type of help, but this case (well my boyfriends case) I helped him back on his feet, and I continue to have the absolute best relationship that I have ever, ever had in between another person and I. Deep in my heart and soul I know that him and I are meant to be together and nothing will keep us apart, nothing at all...