Its Halloween! YAY!

Alas, this fabulous day has come!! Halloween has to be the absolute best holiday ever. What other day would you be welcome to dress up and go to strangers houses threatening to play a trick on them if you don’t give them a treat?

Here is something a little on the random side too, what would top Halloween would be a whole new type of holiday. HalloChristmas, Halloween+Chistmas put together. That would be extremely awesome because you get to dress up, get candy, and afterwards you would get presents! That to me would be the end-all-be-all of holidays there.

Well, later to all who read my blog... IM GOING TRICK-OR-TREATIN!! WHOO HOOOOOOOOO *runs off on caffeine high, soon to be on a sugar high*

Edit: Well due to some shathead that decided to spam this one post, I put it back to the post varifaction thing. I know its a pain in the ass, but natrually some pimple on societys ass had to go and ruin it. So to those who have a ligit comment, please take the time to post and just do not waste my time with the dribble we call "spam".

A tribute to a great American, Rosa Parks.

Rosa Parks is another one of the few people that I actually admire, I admire Rosa Parks for the absolutely huge movement that she had a major hand in. It is just sad to see a great American like Rosa Parks to pass on, what she did in my view is an act of a true American. She fought for her equality, and equality among others. Although it was not for homosexual rights, it still has the same significant impact on our life’s, and other life’s to come into this land we call America.

I give my thoughts to Rosa Parks to rest in peace until times end, and the movement that she instigated will never be forgotten, and shall never go away in peoples hearts for years to come.

This all seems like a dream right now...

Now that I know that Fernin (boyfriends nickname) loves me. I feel exactly the same way about him too, I know that we were meant to be together in life for years to come. Ever since I started talking to him I sensed something in between us that I never felt with my ex-girlfriend. Ever since that I started talking to him my life has improved dramatically, but not at the same time. Thanks to the internet for helping me on my way to find this, this other soul that I love so dearly. If I tried to put into words how I felt about him, how much passion I have for him, how much I long to hold him in my arms to assure myself that this is no dream, and just to be with him. That would just be the tip of the iceberg of how I felt, as I sit here in front of my computer tiring to put into words how I feel for him, it just defies words. Basically these 4 short words can sum it all up. Fernin I love you. I love you with all my heart and soul, you are the only thing that I treasure in life, and nothing, nothing at all can or will take us apart. That I will stand true to you until I pass on. There will never be a reason why I would part with you, and I long to be with you it hurts, it almost brings me to tears.

I know that you have not seen me this emotional at all, but I just cannot help it. Again I will say that I love you Fernin. And those 4 simple words come from the deepest part of my heart and soul... I love you.

This is not meant to make one cry, this is the only way I can even begin to say how I love Fernin so much.

Again, I love you Fernin.

I cant help myself...

Whenever I walk down the street and see someone in need, I can’t help myself to try and make a difference in that person’s life. Whether I give the person in need the change in my pocket or prevent them form doing something stupid in their lives. I just can’t help myself to help others; it even surprises me at times. I am surprised at the fact that I am willing to help so much for little or nothing in return, but one would think I am a person that is easily taken advantage of, the person thinking that is extremely wrong though. I have noticed over the years that I have almost a "sixth sense" and that since being able to tell one who needs help the most. Luckily that sense proved itself earlier today, a friend very, very, very close and dear to me posted in his blog today that I was basically his saving grace. When I read that it almost moved me to tears, I was touched in the deepest levels in my heart and soul when I read that, I knew that me and him are meant to be together. Even now when I read that simple compotation of letters that we call "English" it still touches me in the deepest level than anything before. The feeling that I felt when I first read that was indescribable, it just defied words, it was just something that I have never felt before in my short life that I have lived so far.

Well I could go on about this, but I choose not to. I know that there are may more people out there in need of some type of help, but this case (well my boyfriends case) I helped him back on his feet, and I continue to have the absolute best relationship that I have ever, ever had in between another person and I. Deep in my heart and soul I know that him and I are meant to be together and nothing will keep us apart, nothing at all...

Is it stupid day all week long? Sheesh...

Well ever since I started my duties of being a TA (Teachers Aid) to the main computer tech at school, it seems that there is a never-ending barrage of computers with problems. Or teachers with questions, its just slightly annoying (I know all of you tech-support guys know what I am talking about) the job, well in my case period is fun and all, but sometimes it just wears thin on one's nerves because your running around the whole friggin school campus either resurrecting a dead computer, laptop, printer, or fixing just a stupid mistake. It just gets a little tiring, don’t get me wrong though. I love what I do, and ill try my best to fix whatever computer problem that is presented to me within a timely manner, but when you have literally a pile of Dell optiplex's stacked 10 units high. It seems like a never-ending task of either re-ghosting (reformatting) re-installing various drivers, or just replacing a worn out fan.

Well so far its going good.

Well so far, life is going good for me, well sort-of. I know it’s going good because I most likely have a job at best buy now (in the gaming department) and the possibility of my "significant other" moving in with me. The only thing that is keeping me down is the possibility of my parents totally shafting that plan, me and well, my boyfriend. (Yes, I said boyfriend. If you did not know I am homosexual) are alike on so many levels its almost scary, and we almost think alike too. Its like someone made a clone of me and someone made a clone of him and we just met each other by fate. I feel extremely good about this relationship because we just connect on so many levels, and in so many ways too (plus he is a furry, as am I) even makes the relationship all that much better. When I talk to him either on yahoo, or over the phone I feel something between us that I never felt with my ex-girlfriend. That feeling I know will drive us to have a great relationship for years to come (I really, really, really hope it does, really hope...) and I know that I want him in my life, and hopefully he wants me in his too.

WHOO HOO IT WENT GREAT!

Whish me luck!!

Wow, this has been the week for me...

It seems that this past week has gone without any major incident *knocks on wood for good luck* I am just grateful and glad that this little peice of forurtine has fallen upon me. I am going to keep this one short because the little bust of energy that powered me has finally lasped.

On another note though, I really, really, really hope that I can nail this job at bestbuy.

Well whoever is reading this, whish me luck please!

INTERVIEW AT BEST BUY!

Wow! first AudioBlog Weee!

The Countdown begins...

The countdown begins to my brithday (October 11th). 1 !! more days untill my 17th birthday, and one more year until the best kind of freedom too.

Note: Ill update the date as the hours dwindle away ^^

WHOO HOO (I lost track on how many left) HOURS LEFT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!