*Sigh*...

I keep all of my sorrow inside,
Waiting for it to consume me,
I try to hide it,
But the beast inside me has eaten through the shell,
Leaving me exposed,
Leaving me vulnerable,
Leaving me lost,
I try to overcome the beast inside me,
And sometimes I lose,
Today was one of those days.

The reason why I wrote that short little, depressing poem is because I had an extremely hard weekend. I had to put down one of my pets, and it just hit me harder than I thought it would. I thought that I could put it past me without a problem, but it turns out that I cant. I know eventually the depression will pass, but not without triggers to the happy and sad moments of the pets life that I shared with him.