Out of conrol? (who know's)

As I lie in my bed, my mind starts picking up speed. I start thinking about random things, like what I am going to do the next day, or what I am going to write on my blog. Just random crap, just for once I would like to get my mind under control, and have some peace of mind. I think it's a curse, yet a blessing that I have the mind that I possess. The reason I think it's a curse is that; I do not stop thinking about things once I have set my mind to it. Once I set my sights on something I need to do, I keep hammering away at it. Ill keep hammering at it until my hands bleed, even then Ill keep at it. The reason that I think it is a blessing is that I have an extreme amount of determination and willpower. If I am faced with a challenge that is out of my grasp, ill do all that I can to get to that goal, it is a power that I feel, the power to never back down, and the power to succeed.